"its easier for me doing it the hard way"

So, firstly, i realised the other day that its easier for me doing my own thing, no matter how many people tell me im wrong or tell me different. this is my way of doing things and i guess its works for me; to quote.. 'i do what i do and you and you do what you can do about it". no one said this was gonna be easy and i dont want it to be, you get what you give and i'm gonna give a lot..


3 words : ruthless, apathy and indifference to EVERYTHING (execpt dance and LA) and towards ANYONE (minus about3 people)

Ruthless.

I have become completely and utterly ruthless:

defintion : adjective MERCILESS: hard, severe, fierce, harsh, cruel, savage, brutal, stern, relentless, adamant, ferocious, callous, heartless, unrelenting, inhuman, inexorable, remorseless, barbarous, pitiless, unfeeling, hard-hearted, without pity

wow, yeah.. pretty much all those things. im not in this to be nice, im in this to train and be the best i can be.. live my dream with the people that really matter.. and the people that feel the same as i do about dance. i cant find that here. like ive said.. more and more and more lately people are trying to bring me down.. especially in regards to me going to LA.. its crazzzzyyyy that i just dont care.. at all.. i have one thing on my mind.. training in LA...for myself. thats its... simple, everything or anyone else is so irrelevent. I never did get where people find the time to talk other peoples' lives or business? jeez i have no time to think about my own shit half the time, never mind someone elses are you kidddding me?! im on complete autopilot 99% of the time because i know where im going, it is what it is.


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